Life.....Unfolds

Someone is waiting for you !!!

2008-10-06T00:14:00.000-07:00

I was a just-born and she was Twenty-Five,
Though we were we, we were one.
I would cry out in Latin and she would respond in Greek,
I would learn nothing but she never got tired to teach.

I was surrounded by monsters eager to pull my cheek,
but they would vanish the moment I was wet and weep.
She would come running and hold me in her arms,
as if I had won the contest of the charms.

Now I was able to walk and chew,
and hey, I was two.
I and she could now understand each other,
I was her everything and she needed no other.

I would try to walk and fall down,But knowing she was with me,
the fear of getting hurt was now gone.
We still could not converse that effectively,
But she would understand my needs so easily.

I could now roam about free,
because now I have turned three.
I was ready to join a new world,
my academic life was now gonna mould.
She would dress me as best as a prince,
but when I would come back,
she would need at least an hour to rinse.
I was now able to talk,I was a ferry and she was my dock.

I still remember the child, whose shirt I had tore,
Hey buddy, I have turned four.
I now came home a little late,Nevertheless finding her waiting at the gate.
She would hug me and carry me in her arms,
it felt like flying through the farms.

We now did the homework together,
I would spoil the home and she used to work.
Years passed and now I was fifteen,
and with each year I would forget to lean.
I wouldn't care for what she said,
because now I had become mean.
She would ask me to study for a good future,
but I was busy in a different culture.
Now I had many shes in my life,
I dreamed of having one of them as my wife.

I changed a lot which she did not teach,
She would try to hug me but I was out of reach.
She still waited for me at the gate,
but I would look at her with utmost hate.

She would be awake till late in the night,
because I wasn't home, I was in a fight.
She had so much to scold,
but she never did say,hoping to find me better the next day.

Time went on and now I am grown,
lost in the world of my own.
I and she, between us have a river,
I have left her for my career.

When I was young, for me, she sacrificed her ambitions,
but I don't care, I now have my own mission.
I am not with her now, I am in a different city,

she is so old now but I don't even pity.
She needs me now but I am nowhere to find,
in the race for appraisal,
I have become blind.
in sometime I'll forget even to bother,
I am her son and she is my Mother. (By : - Unknown)

Go Friends............ ..someone is still waiting for you

Silent Warrior !!!

2008-01-22T01:21:00.000-08:00

Do u have a fighter inside u.....i guess everybody does have one.....the one who always finds himself "Fighting" with ur impulsive decisions,and the one who always keeps telling you, "Dude, its not jst enough here....u need to try more", BUT we all, keep telling him, "no its not like that... u wont understand the problems of being a common man.......Life goes like this only....and we all need to compromise at one stage."

This so called fight "Goes on" until one among both agrees to other's viewPoint, and how your Life shapes up, directly depends upon "Who wins" more fights.

i did find this "warrior" inside me, and nothing exceptional....here too his success rate is very low......as MOST of the times its ME (common man with common problems) who wins the fight.

Have u ever felt lost even after winning a game/fight/contest?? or the other way round for that matter........ i did....infact i do feel the same way everytime i win a contest against my so called "silent warrior".

But is this what i actually want ?? is this win really takin me closer to my dreams??? no ways !! i want to lose.....i dont want to win.....

I hope one day i would experience that hidden feelin in losin the game. Hope it comes soon....

Cheers !!!

Betrothal season

2006-01-13T05:07:00.000-08:00

Ya its betrothal season right now. varun, my college time friend got married to jinni. ,Ankur has got enganged to his beloved shivani,and another grad college friend Sandeep, got married to his mom's choice in dec( so sad hainaa....). and ofcourse, Prince, my very dear, is about to celebrate his first wedding anniversery this april.Nidhi also tied this knot last year. Dude, its like every other day some or other person is getting married or engaged.Donno what to say in such a situation. I have kind of mixed opinion about it all.. for a couple of them, its good that they r getting married, that was the best way out to drive them out of depression.For others its like succumbing to male dominance n turning in to a typical Indian homely housewife type female. My friend sets the example of how much a relationship can change a person.. dude, he's(my school time frnd) become utterly "sampooran Bhartiya pati". cant belive a person like him could ever be like this...may be... but I guess the answer to this question is both the reasons together. I have changed, so has he.Seeing these kind of incidents makes me dislike the institution of marriage. Why the hell should give up your friends, even male friends after marriage, anyways Coming back to the main point, it depends upon the person whom u r marrying. If u marry a narrow minded idiot, u r doomed.. or atleast a person like me is surely gonna be doomed.. but if u get someone really goodie goodie.I guess I did find some one to fit in my frame long time back. it seems so idiotic to think about her even now,but thats a long way past for me.....You might want to ask me that When am I gonna get married?.I don't know With whom do I intend to get married? i don't know only time can tell.. just hoping that it bring 3 smiles in my life.. How will I get 3 smiles in my life ...I don't know....Anyway.. gtgn (got to go now ) Ciao

Cheers !!!

Hullo !!!!!!!!! I M ALIVE

2005-06-20T22:20:00.000-07:00

couldn't get time to write in.....but surely will b back with a new post very soon......

Cheers !!!

You say it best when you say nothing at all

2005-06-02T05:31:00.000-07:00

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Try as they may they can never define
What's being said between your heart and mine

Cheers !!!

Lovely Weekend !!!

2005-05-27T18:54:00.000-07:00

Thank God !!! weekend is here, wud spend two days away from the work, in my own ways.Though this time i m more excited about weekend.....going to prince's home....oooops i must say prince 'n Richa's home.( my college time friends....now happily married :))....
very Excited to see em' into this new relationship. i just got a call from Richa and she was asking me to cop-up in cooking dinner. as she wud b late from the office.........
and tomorrow we have plans for shopping.....they need some household goods like....Table, a sofa etc etc.... so this weekend is going to be a complete fun !!!

leaving for his home now....cabs are ready.....and all are waiting for me..........but but but......i think i wont b able to write blogs this weekend.....so lets c ......howz richaz cooking skills....ha ha......and ofcourse her new appearance.

One Cup Tea

2005-05-26T02:49:00.000-07:00

I was damn busy for the whole day and could'nt even come up with a topic for my blog. it was some kind of modular release of my project to be delieverable by end of the day. i was busy hitting these keys on the keyboard and talking to this intelligent(though dumb) machine and trying hard to complete my work asap. it was taking forever.but now its enough. wanted a Break. Sometime to spend away from this creepy noise of keys and those shouting mails of client.

I asked my boss for a 15 min break and headed towards kitchen.Got a cup of tea.
and gone to terrace. now i was feeling a bit relaxed. trying to forget all those work related tensions. i was feeling hungry as well, but dinner had not come yet.

this all situation has taken me back to the hostel days. where we all were used to jump from the backside boundary wall to have dinner at "Sethi's Dhaba" . that sethi's dhaba was a craze for us that time. where vishal (my friend) got his both legs fractured while jumping from the wall. ha ha....this brought a smile on my face and in between i heard someone' s calling me, sir, Dinner aa gaya hai(Sir, Dinner is here) i turned back, it was Ramchandar Bhaiya calling me for dinner. i tried to get myself back from sethi's dhaba and moved to kitchen again. boss was already there. i was feeling hungry like anything. we had our dinner and started the damn work again.Reached home at 2 in the night.

Cheers !!!

good ol' days

2005-05-24T12:54:00.000-07:00

who can forget the good ol' days , the times spent in school, waiting for recess all the time, sharing ur lunch with frnds, mass bunks, playing hide n seek, giving excuses to parents on monday morning., Those were the days full of carelessness, no understandings of responsibility kinda things. u just need to do ANYTHING to satisfy your TEMPTATIONS, to achieve whatsoever you like..be it bicycle same as of that Ajay( my school time friend) has, or the lunch box that other guys carry, or the Ice Creams that were always out of Budget(my pocket money).

i had finished with my 5th Std exams and all the exams had gone excellent. i was expecting a gud rank in class this time(first time in life :D). and didnt even enjoy my holidays to the fullest just in the wait of Result Day(Afterall ,first time in life i was feeling that i have done sumthin gud , so wanted to show this to Whoooole Damn world as well)

so finally the Result Day came, it was 31st March 1991. and my heartbeat was faster than schumacher's ferrari. i cudnt sleep the whole nite.missed out my breakfast and reached school at 8(one hour before time). My father was also with me.to the extent of my surprize, ajay and deepak(my two friends/competitors) were already there. they were there since 7.30. oh my gawd, smthing happnd to me...... i felt like i have lost the game.and this time too, they wud bag first and second rank in the class. and i hv to content with the third again, i was feeling depressed a bit,but still i was trying to keep myself up with a lil' hope that result is being declared yet, and no body knows whats in store.

our class teacher came to us(me, deepak and ajay) and asked us to take the seats in a sequence where i hv to sit on first seat, deepak on second and ajay on the third one and then rest of the students of our class.This was a temporary indication of the ranks u hold in this class(what i have observed in last four yrs). I was feeling out of this world, again and again i was looking at my father with a proudy feeling, as i was trying to say, "see papa , ur beta is not that poor in studies. today i have proved it". papa also responded with a broad smile. deepak and ajay were sad because of this sitting arrangements. but the mystery is still there ---> result is not out yet.

now the principal comes to the Stage. and after a blah-blah- bleh-bloh speech, he started declaring results, for class 9th,8th,7th, 6th.there was a BIG trophy for the topper of each class. and i was feeling like "wow, i gonna carry that trophy with me ". so Principal was about to declare the result of our class and he said " Topper of class 5th is ----------------------------------- (i was about to leave my seat) ......and suddenly i heard Deepak jain, yes the Topper of class 5th is Deepak jain. shattered..........i was smashed..........everything was going so fine, then how come this happen. i got second rank and ajay was third.

this was all teacher's mistake. how could she forget this. y did she ask me to have first seat in the queue. y did she make me dream so high. she cud have asked me to sit on the second seat. i was sad like anything and asked my teacher about this . i still had a hope that there cud b some mistake in announcing the names. but everything was okay on her part. and sitting first in a queue was not result indication.in her words it was like ---- " we just wanted to arrange the queues in a manner so that some brilliant students should represent the whole class.it doesnt indicate ur ranks in the Result".

So, Deepak was carrying the BIG trophy, and i got a lill' smaller one. from next day we were in 6th, and started the whole new life again as well. no tension of studies.no more challanges , again those recess time games, those tempting ice-creams and those mass bunks.

This is hw fastly emotions change in school times. but now its like we tend to stick to some bad things happened to us. and spoil the present time in shades of past. so my dear friends, jst cheer up, and forget all the bad things happened to u. and believe me that wud the BIGGEST trophy of ur life.

Cheeers !!!