Silent Warrior !!!

Do u have a fighter inside u.....i guess everybody does have one.....the one who always finds himself "Fighting" with ur impulsive decisions,and the one who always keeps telling you, "Dude, its not jst enough here....u need to try more", BUT we all, keep telling him, "no its not like that... u wont understand the problems of being a common man.......Life goes like this only....and we all need to compromise at one stage."

This so called fight "Goes on" until one among both agrees to other's viewPoint, and how your Life shapes up, directly depends upon "Who wins" more fights.

i did find this "warrior" inside me, and nothing exceptional....here too his success rate is very low......as MOST of the times its ME (common man with common problems) who wins the fight.

Have u ever felt lost even after winning a game/fight/contest?? or the other way round for that matter........ i did....infact i do feel the same way everytime i win a contest against my so called "silent warrior".

But is this what i actually want ?? is this win really takin me closer to my dreams??? no ways !! i want to lose.....i dont want to win.....

I hope one day i would experience that hidden feelin in losin the game. Hope it comes soon....

Cheers !!!